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Disaster Is Closer Than You Know

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I'm Magalina A Masso Investigator and Reporter.  I've been working on a story and I can't wait to get the rest of the details out so I'm going to give you what I know so far so follow me to see future information on events that you don't know about till it's in your face but it will be to late to do anything about it. We won't have to worry about much really soon according to numerous officials that are trying thier best to not inform the public of events that are predicted to happen in the next twelve months. Most of this information is available through leaks, studies, or officials putting  it out there but hiding it by offering unrealistic dreams, reassurance and broken promises that has divided the nation's. Most stay in tune with Trump issues going on right now. For the religious people I know your following this new temple being constructed right now. Actually I heard it's already half way done but not confirmed yet. 

Beaten For Your Color

Beats by https://m.soundcloud.com/wakeandbakebeats/military-industrial-complex Sitting here bored off mind, who's around, who can I find. Walked down the street to do my thing, I had no clue what my day would bring. Grabbed by the arm as the cops passed me by, I thought to myself omg I'm going to die. Judged by the color of my skin, then it started, it began. Trying to do everything they said, but they didn't care they still made me bled. Beaten down in the streets I walk, now I can't even open my mouth and even talk. Arrested and beaten without being read my rights, this is the world we live in today always having to fight. A few hours later they let me go, they had the wrong person they didn't even know. Afraid to walk home alone again, I was even afraid to even call my friends. We are no different we bleed the same way, maybe one day I'll see a change. I now look threw the window in my home, I'm afraid to e

The Kiss Of All Kisses

I want to tell you guys a little story only it's not a fake story it's real this is as real as it gets. My grandparents from my father's side met when she was 12 years old and he was 13. They got married when she turned 18 years old. My grandfather passed away when he was 98 years old my grandmother passed away six months later we all said she passed away from a broken heart. When my grandmother was alive I loved talking on the phone all the time because she had that broken english going on she was from SanJuan PuertoRico. I asked her one time what the secret to her marriage was and how did she know that my grandfather was the one. She said " Magalina when your grandfather kissed me for the very first time I cryed" She said her heart jumped outta her skin, she felt dizzy & really hot. She knew he was the one immediately  :x:x:x:x:xx See that's the kind of true love I want  I want fire in the kiss  I want to

Prayers

Bowing my head and sending prayers out, I know in my heart they'll be answered with no doubt. Unprotected and standing all alone, I'm tired of being always cold. My prayers of heart have been sent to you, show me a sign of what to do.

Shadows

The dreary shadows that fall over my eyes cast such a shield over my heart that has molded it into one. Unsaid words and challenges left in the past with no chance of returning to the future. Your future is the past and your past is the future but your present is the one to control it all. Frightened to take a hold of the reins as it guides you along is the ultimate challenge faced in front of you. Learn from your mistakes from the shadows and remove the shield so your challenges and expectations will not explode like a firecracker going off in your hand. Your past is always going to be your future and your future is always going to be your past but you are in control of your present. As you lift the shield and the dreary shadows that cover your face, mind and soul the light will come flooding in shining on your face with such warmth and only then will you realize what you have been seeking is right in front of your face. Magalina Masso 2-8-15 5:45

No Cure

The dark shadows that have surrounded me have moved away and the light has surrounded my heart in such a way that my way of thinking negative  has disappeared like a foggy night. The words that sit in my mind and in my heart refused to come to the surface because of the chance of being rejected and scarred for life. The feelings that I never thought I would ever have took over my mind, body and soul like a virus with no cure in sight. When we're together time stands still taking in the fresh air but when I'm alone  time goes on with loneliness that sits upon me so heavy I can't breathe. As the New Year creeps in I'm praying that my life will change in such a way that when I look back I won't want 2016 to end.

Closed

Dreams, fantasy s, fairy tales is a unrealistic dream, cuz when you open your heart it's never how it seems. Blinded by your hearts desire, and now your paying for it you can't put out the fire Wall goes, lock is bolted down and I'm throwing the key away so it could never be found Don't open your heart keep it closed up tight because this is one battle you don't want to fight 

Automatic Bot

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Secrets Of The Heart

As we sit here with thoughts running through our minds our hearts are binding by the chains that cannot be unlocked until the time is right. Time is patience and patience is time but the distance between us makes us anxious as we count each day on the calendar till we will be together and the chains shall melt and we shall be rewarded with the gift of our love. The secrets between us  remain unsaid but with every sound, every sight we see we can't stop the feelings that engulf our thoughts. As I write this and as you read this you can't help to notice as I do our hearts just beating a little bit faster now knowing we have the kind of love that you only find once. As we go with the motions without the emotions  till the day our unsaid secret shall be bound and our hearts shall remain lifeless until our words shall come to life & then we will only be bounded by our love for eternity. Magalina Masso 4:15PM 7-31-16

Why God?

The battle was started so long ago and the blind knowledge of winning surrounds my mind with such fury I can not see the destruction of death before my eyes that has already been laid out on the road which I cannot see. As I sit here with tears burning scars into my face I ask you God. Why was I forsaken to a life of abuse and pain if the end result will only disappear like the soul leaving the body to never return ??? Sexually abused as a baby, beaten a a kid and raped as a adult I ask why was I chosen to carry this burden ??? I pray to you God and yet they all go unanswered again and again but I put my faith in you with fantasy's of a better life as I walk this rocky road. I ask you God when will this nightmare end but there is no answer from you once again so I sit here and ask myself why ??? I realize this fight of my life is over and this battle cannot be won so I surrender to this war that has consumed my life for my time here is done. The nightmares that wake

The Real Treasure

Your looking for a diamond that will shine so loud while the jewel that wants to be found is just sitting on the shelve waiting for you to choose it and make it yours. When you open your eyes and really look & claim that jewel on the shelve you will then see exactly how bright and wonderful it really is under the dust. This will be the jewel that was ment for you cause you finally stopped judging the jewels  by how they look and saw it for what it was..... THE PERFECT GEM THAT WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, BE THERE FOR YOU, NEVER LET GO, WIPE YOUR TEARS & HOLD YOUR FEARS, MAKE YOU LAUGH AND PEE YOUR PANTS THEN TAKE A SHOWER WITH YOU AND CLEAN YOU UP WITH THE LOOK IN THE EYE THAT YOU KNOW YOU'VE FOUND YOUR REAL DIAMOND IN THE RUFF. 

Men Take That Photo

Dear men....take the photo. It doesn't matter what she looks like, or if she tells you no, take the photo. You may not think about it often, or at all honestly. But how many photos does she capture of you, of your family and of your life you've built. But when she is gone, those photos won't show your children the women who was behind the camera. Take the photo. Messy hair, no make up or a dirty old t-shirt won't matter to your children when she is gone someday. What will matter is that you loved what you saw enough to take a photo, to document it, to preserve that moment in time of the woman you love. No woman wants to look back at a lifetime of selfies. Do what she does for you every day, and snap a few moments in time. Be proud. Take photos of her. Before kids and after. Just take the photo." 

Your Homework

1. The Morning Questions Answer the following questions every morning to set yourself up for a positive day. What am I most happy about in my life right now? What about that makes me happy? How does that make me feel? (Repeat thse two secondary questions after each main question) What am I most excited about in my life right now? What am I most proud of in my life right now? What am I most grateful for in my life right now? What am I enjoying most in my life right now? What am I most committed to in my life right now? Who do I love? Who loves me? 2. The Evening Questions Ask yourself these questions at the end of each day before sleep. What have I given today? What did I learn today? How has today added to my life? How can I use today as an investment in my future? What did I do today towards reaching my goals? Optional: Add the morning questions. 3. The Problem Solving Questions These questions are helpful when working towar

Choice

The loneliness of solitude engulfs our life in ways we turn to unhopeful destinies that are set upon our paths. We try to find the answers and what started out as just another way to gain knowledge to different channels of our existence we stumple across a book we might have skipped over in the past just to find it put right back in our way. Your past is your future, your future is your past but it's up to you to see which road you want to. Magalina Masso Michelle LaCroix 11-20-16 3:52 am Nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

THE QUEST IS YOURS

The shadows that reflect from my heart stays locked in a world in which you have the key to let me out. Unspoken words trying to scream out but the fear of rejection and disappointment forbids them to come to the surface. Two different worlds meant to become one but the uncertainty keeps me safe but saddened in this quest with no doors but the one that remains locked. Days turn into nights and nights turn into days as time drags on stuck in a circle of emotions that are tearing me apart waiting for release. The signs placed along the road you travel will lead you to an unconditional love but you first have to see them and accept this quest for it will never end when we leave this world I remain in waiting to be released and we will never look back or doubt what we have gained not lost.   You have the control and power to grab what nobody has been able to take so think hard before excepting this mission. Magalina Masso 1-25-17 1:31PM

THE CIRES FROM THE DAMMED

THE CRIES FROM THE DAMMED.................. Words being screamed but nobody hears the true feelings behind the sounds that haunt the souls of the damned crying for an escape that will now never come for them. Pastures of abuse, struggle, and loneliness drag behind leaving a trail of sorrow and pain that you pray will get better and beg your father in heaven to save you one more only to have unanswered prayers that finally ends the path to unforgiveness. The struggle is real, the pain is torturous and the only escape is down the path of purgatory for taking what is not yours but only borrowed. As the sleep comes fading away the tears of disappointment you pray one more time begging your father to please forgive you for the sin of selfishness to escape the torture you live in daily so you may lay at his feet and listen to his adventures when he loved you by giving his life for you. Magalina A Masso 1/31/17 2:59 PM

Dark Whispers With No Sound

Dark Whispers With No Sound The journey set upon my life as I took my first breathe was an adventure of sorrow, pain, joy, love, understanding and unstoppable knowledge from deep within the soul that even myself will always be blind from what I am learning daily. As I walk down the path hearing screams from within dark corners hidden so deep you are unable to see until you see. As I look into a reflection of what my life could possibly be with a fire burning so hot that the gates of hell are screaming for relief. The screams for help are endless knowing that no one can hear them nor do they care for acknowledging the dark whispers means the gates can not be mended no longer and must be fixed. Dark whispers crying but can not be heard, dark whispers screaming but can not be heard, the dark whisper finally has gone silent knowing the journey ended with the cries of yesterday being unheard. Those calling, paying their respects knowing they did nothing as they sweep it away

Screams From The Heart

Looking into the sky begging God for a sign to set my heart free from the tormented thoughts that flow from my inner soul screaming for a reason to carry on the fights I know I cannot win. My safety is secure right now but unset not knowing if my roof will disappear leaving me in the mists of the woods begging for death, my heart is full of love but can't be exposed for fear of rejection so I cry alone, so my future is unknown as I wake up everyday screaming silently to hear words "You are now home don't be scared I love you too and the future has the ending you have been dreaming of since the beginning of my journey. The inner struggles push me to make others safe without thinking daily I cannot even keep myself safe but as the words enter my day and end in the night flash in my mind like lightening on a stormy night I pray tomorrow will be the day when all is calm like a cool summer night on a beautiful lake with only a breeze whispering by. Your past is your

Can You Hear It?

Can you hear the screams for relief  knowing I think no one will come? Can you hear the tears drop to the ground like a earthquake scared this is the end? Can you hear the pain that slices through my veins begging for relief of death but one more day is granted? Can you see the scars that are hidden beneath the pictures trying to stay unseen ? Can you see the hurt with every action that is done but it's just a mask? Can you see the light fading  with every stare into your eyes thinking there's no hope? Can you feel what I feel? Can you feel what I know? Can you feel what I want? Can you hear what I am saying? Can you see what I am saying? Can you feel what I am saying? Can you change it all with one whisper? Can you open the door all the way but still keep it intact? Can you do what you want to really do but not sure if you should? Screams will be silenced, tears will only fall for happiness, pain will disappear with every touch, scars w

Take A Chance

So I was in the shower this morning, having a glass of cranberry juice wishing it had a little more ting to it while washing my hair, and I thought "wouldn't it be great if I had a man to do this for me?" I mean wash my hair, not drink.. I can do that myself... So after heading outside and kicking some homeless people out of my way so I could steal their change cups for cash, I popped into a Starbucks and ordered a non-fat soy chai latte, then had the barista stir it with her tongue before I spit it out forgetting I hated coffee but there was a  cute guy in there and wanted his number but he turned out to be gay. :( The guy next to him slipped me his number though which I gave to the cashier in exchange for 10% off the coffee I didn't want anymore. I sat down and fired up my laptop, first browsing a couple porn sites to see if my brother was getting any work... then opened up my public pages and started to write. So by this point of my profile, you probably w

So You Want To Join Anonymous?

 So you want to join Anonymous? You can not join Anonymous.  Nobody can join Anonymous. Anonymous is not an organization.  It is not a club, a party or even a movement.  There is no charter, no manifest, no membership fees.  Anonymous has no leaders, no gurus, no ideologists.  In fact, it does not even have a fixed ideology. All we are is people who travel a short distance together -- much like commuters who meet in a bus or tram:  For a brief period of time we have the same route, share a common goal, purpose or dislike.  And on this journey together, we may well change the world. Nobody can speak for Anonymous.  Nobody could say: you are in, or you are out.  Do you still want to join Anonymous?  Well, you are in if you want to. How to get in contact with others? Anonymous has no centralized infrastructure.  We use existing facilities of the Internet, especially social networks, and we are ready to hop on to the next one if this one seems compromised, i

Alone

COPYRIGHT 12-2014  Magalina Masso  Being alone is not very nice It makez my heart feel like it'z on ice. The dayz are easy to deal with it all but az the night time comez I'm gonna fall. Noisez, creakz and unknown noisez in the hiair wish I had the real thing next to me here. Sitting in the bed all crunched up tight but I'm pretty sure I'll be alright. When the darknezz disappearz and light flowz in  I'll put on a good face and let the day begin.

Impressions

The impressions of pain remain silent until the security of only one takes on this broken task with such force that the sensation of the pain disappears never to resurface  again. The pleasure that has replaced the pain that you speak of is so amazing that the brightness and sensation that screams from the bottom of her soul with such satisfaction.  You know in your heart the task has been completed and now it's time for you to rest looking down at your reward as she submits at your feet knowing that only you were the one to understand exactly what she needed.  ~~Magalina Masso~~  February 18, 2018 2:09 PM

I Can See

I can see the pain in your eyes from the hurt in your heart,  and I'd really love to fix it just don't know where to start.  Every time you let me in a little you shut me right back out,  and it makes me wanna scream,  "I am a grown woman and games are not what I'm about!!!" But instead I'll say I love you and I'll say it a million more times,  if that's what it takes for you to know for you to acknowledge it in your mind.  I will never hurt here it is on paper in pen,  and I bet if you look at the bottom of these feelings hitting paper  you'll find my signature at the end.  You have to know I love you, after all this time.  I'm just afraid because when I'm with you my heart is no longer mine.  So this is it I'm giving in.  My white flag has hit the sky.  I'm giving you my everything don't make me wonder why.  I loved you then, I love you now, and somehow I know I always will.  So for me please t

Finished

Starting over again and again hoping that this journey will finally end. Obstacles put in your way to make you as strong as you can be, but it's not working and nobody can see. Taking on burdens of all those you try to save, not realizing your going under alittle everyday. Happiness was upon you and you started to smile, then your world get stomped right into the ground. Asking God for solutions with tears that won't stop, maybe this is your punishment for opening your heart. Looking for a solution to pick up where you left your smile just a short time ago, not sure if it will ever come back, not anymore. Disappearing into the night leaving no trace behind, there was numerous signs. Magalina A Masso 11-13-18 9:17 am

Are you going to heaven or hell?

Good evening,            I'm Magalina A Masso aka Maggzz. I'm not religious but I'm very spiritual so you can either hold on real tight right now or kindly exit to the left right, up, down LOL I'm no preacher but I'm hoping I can save a couple of people by the time I'm done with this. So I believe in my heart and soul that there is one God. I've always believed there was a God even when I played around with wicca, witchcraft, all that  crazy stuff growing up that was demented  but I always knew there was a God.  I always believed that Jesus died on the cross but I never got it really. There is a difference between believing and "BELIEVING". Even when I was getting closer to God I still never got it till I moved to North Carolina. My beautiful friend Shay but her name is Charlene was walking by my RV one Sunday and she looked so beautiful and she looked so happy and I knew she was just getting home from the church.